Sometimes,when I feel sad.I love to be ALONE.nobody can't ask me why I cry.I hate when people ask like that.Because it will remember me the moment that so HURT.and it will add my sadness.So,don't do that to me.when I'm in hurt,crying,sad.Just advice me to take a DEEP breath.and bila dh reda,baru u can ask me anything.mcm FORMSPRING plak.hahaha
U treat me like a trash!that's what u do to me.U always advice to me that not screaming when talking.But,u always talking to me like that .every night,I cry.Because u treat me like that.I know I'm kinda sensitive.but,plz.understand me.I love u.but,u never know that.When u come back home.U are like a QUEEN.kau suruh aku buat mcm2.I just patient.I respect u but,that's what u do to me.hmm..
I just want luahkan isi hati aku yang terpendam lama ni.I don't want to hate u.but,u make me to.
Okay,u guys.Sory sesangat to people yg dah bagi cadangan kat aku,pasal blog.sorry,aku x layan korang punya cadangan.Aku bukannya nak sombong ngan korang.Tapi,this is my BLOG.this blog is who am I.Blog inilah yang menunjukkan kreativiti aku and real me.Lagipon,I bukannya tiru awak pon,kalau tiru baru bgtau ye.Maybe kita x sama taste.U guys suka pink,pink glittery(contoh),I suka yang jenis matang matang.So,just let it be.I pon x kacau blog korang becoz I know we're different.Kalau sick of my blog sbb it's not your taste,x payah baca la.Okay,kalau korang,Kalau aku complain about header korang,padahal korang dah penat edit and else.Korang mesti PANAS rite?
Aku bukan nak memerli or menyindir seseorang.but,just want to let u know the truth about me.jgn salah sangka.I x marah kat awak.But,just nk telling the truth.okay?
faham-faham lah ye?
Okay,I nak cerita sikit boleh?
Hmm.answer Yes je la because tangan nih dah x sesabo nk cite.haha
Once Upon A time............
eh,ingat cite DONGENG ke ape..?
One more TIME!
One night,I slept like always and suddenly,I dreamed that my cousin-cousin suka lepak dekat satu bangunan yang gile tinggi.and like always la,my little bro mesti la join.And my little bro dudok tepi gile.I suruh la die pegi ke tepi skit.and then,Out of blue,Dia TERJUN!
Ape yang I buat,just see it with shock.In that dream,I really x caye die terjun.Dia bukan terjatuh but,dia yang terjun sendiri.I btol btol terkejut.And tetibe that nightmare habis,I woke up and tanya mama I,skarang pukol berapa?
Mama:kul 3 lebih(camtu la)
I pon tido la balik.Tomorrow's moring tu I cerita kat mama I and mama seems like terkejut and scared camtu la.Yela,mama sayang sangat kat my little bro.sampai nak lepas adek pegi rumah jiran pon,mama risau.hahah!
Lucky me,It was just a dream.
So,my advice is basuh kaki seblom tido and jangan lupe baca doa dulu.(sume ni I x buat..hahak)
But,I don't have my own Best Friend I mean,I don't want lebihkan seorang kawan daripada lain-lain tu.
I don't want menimbulkan masalah kecil yang boleh jadi besar iaitu JEALOUS!bila seseorang jealous,argh!heartbreak..you know?and I can feel that or should I say,I dah pernah rasa benda tu.So,to u guys.Better watch out!because people can jealous anytime.Even in just 1 sec.That's my advice.Okay?
If I told u I love u,will u LOVE me?
If I told u I need u,will u hear me?
If I told u I'm leavin',will u wave and say Gudbye?
If I told u I'm in heartbreak,will u listen?
If I told u that u're ignoring me,will u make me feel better?
U cannot understand what I'm talking about,U cannot realize what I just realized and U cannot feel what I just felt.
Actually,I really confused with my own feeling.Do I love him?Or not?Just tell me!
Ahh..It is hard to be teenager rite?
If I were a kid,my life will not be like this!Why I have to have this feeling?Why it can't go?WHY?!
Okay,why I want to be just his best friend?Sedangkan,I am falling in love with him?
Arggh!I don't what happened to me.Just this weirdo feelings.So,any advice?
Hey,ramai aku tolong 'bout blog..Hmm,aku ni bknnye PRO sangat But,dh jd LEGEND dh..hahahaha
mesti u guys dh termuntah x pon,dh mual.hahak!
Just wanna say that SO SORRY becoz x de picture:sbb INTERNET in my house lambat gile!so,just wanna to say that and u will say..DO I CARE?!
I will say..WHAT F EERR!
okay,hari ni I memaaanng GEDIK n KEJAM..muahhahahahahha(evil laugh)
and jgn lupe,hari ni jugak I seorang yang ske SHOW-Off!hahak
k,la..ckp merapu je aku nih..Buyhh!C-ya later!
Reading,reading,reading..so,u have to be my READER!
Okay,I just want to announce that I will not make a new post after this.But,don't worry at 20,30 or 3 Jan,The first step I take at my new school,I will make a new post.I just take some rest.okay?
Hmm..Memandangkan This post is the last post,I will make it longer than others.Sorry,maybe it's kinda boring.Umm,Next year,I will miss u guys.I will remember our bittersweet moment too.About the 'majlis perpisahan',maybe I will not attend becoz I will balek kampong and bercuti kat Penang.It's up to u guys if u guys want me to attend too,u guys help me to change the date.If u guys malas untuk tukar,it's okay.I will not attend.But,for u guys information,I want sesangat pegi.Tapi,kalau x de rezeki,Allah dah tentukan.Hmm,Sad a little becoz maybe x dapat jumpa korang dah lepas ni :'( to u guys,Just be a good person,don't lazy and don't forget me :)
If u guys just felt what I felt,U guys will understand.But,unfortunately.What I felt cannot be felt by u guys.One more sentence,Just Let Me Stay In Your Heart.Be Strong,Babe!
Biar lah..aku sorang je yang merasa betapa pedih nya hati ni..Aku cuma perlukan hari yang perfect atau indah untuk menenangkan hatiku yang sakit ni.x pe,aku x slhkan kau kerana suda menyakitkan hati aku.kau x tau ape ape pon.aku tau.aku x salahkan kau.cuma,aku sakit!aku x mampu untuk menahan segala ini.melihat ko senyum adalah hari yang indah.apa lagi,kalau aku yang buat kau senyum.tapi,kalau tengok ko melayan pompuan len.ARGGHH!terbakar aku!hahaha.
Before we separate there's a word I want to say:SORRY!
Sorry,I know.I have make a lot of mistakes to u guys.So,plz forgive me.I just want to apologize what I have done.That's all.If u don't want to forgive me,it's okay.I'm not forcing.I'm just asking u to forgive me.It's up to u..okay?
And One more,I want to say Thanks so much for being my Best friend ever,for being a good friend and have spending your whole life with me.U guys are half of my Family,don't forget that.
Okay,just want to say that.Hope u guys happy 'cause smile a little will make our sadness disappear.Trust me!:)
Sometimes,we don't know something that we couldn't expect could come to us.and I don't believe why suddenly I felt sad just now.But,what I'm do is just take a little deep breath.Don't know why I felt like 'orang baru clash'hahaha.macam,aku tengah patah hati.hmm.x pe la.aku hanya perlu happy sikit.Hmm
Kalau ade tips untuk menghiburkan diri aku ni,sila bgtau ye?
When I hear a sad song.I will remember the bittersweet moment of us.and that moment,would never ever dissapear in my life.It's not easy.It is hard like to let u guys go.Don't worry,Galfren.we will still in touch!
Talking 'bout next year,seriously,I have no friend.I mean,my BFF not same school with me.So,I'm quite lonely next year.Hmm.I can just look for a new friend rite?But,I won't forget u guys.For me,U guys are the best!
Anyone can't replace u guys.Even though,we've had a fight or some misunderstand.We still be together.
I'm not quite ready to let go off this past year I have so much to show One more month and all I need Is a sign from u,that u think of me If u don't,then please just say so 'Cause all I do is think of u"
I just wanted to remind u,that I love u a lot
and thank god everyday for blessing me with a friend that is just simply amazing.So,when u think there is no one who understands or cares,remember that I love u and try to SMILE!
Sab with Mai,Aina with Farah@Suzan,Tasya with Adila,C.W with Siti,Syahindah with her gang,Ashwiny with Harjoth..Then,me?who?I've been asked myself.Yeah,maybe I'm not as kind as they are.I'm just a jerk gal who has no Friend.I guess,that will be a real answer
Sorry,Post ni bukan to make u guys simpati ngan keadaan aku.It's just,aku nk luahkan je.Kalau korang pikir camtu,x pe la..Aku Redha
First and foremost,I want to say that
I btol-btol kecil hati kalau orang malas nak baca blog saya
Kalau blog saya boring and x menarik,just cakap je la.x payah segen-segen dengan saya
Tolong ye kengkawan?
Saya lagi rela mendapat kritikan daripada orang ramai daripada orang malas baca blog saya
sbb...blog ini saya reka just for u,reader..
So,tolong jaga hati saya..
for your information,I ni seorang yang sensitif..
Kalau x marah d'luar pon,jauh d'lubuk hati ni mesti marah(ayat Aina,my BFF)
Jadi(translate),conclusion,Just do it for kebaikan saya..
First of all,I want to sorry to Ecah,Maybe my post same with u,cume terbalek je..
I just want to tell a real story
That Day,I buat sumthing hingga mengeluarkan pen-pen I,and than,Bile dah berterabur,hmm..tau-tau je la..OFC hilang..After that,I've been looking around my class,sumenye x jumpa.. Mlm that day,My fren,Aina..Tuisyen with this guy..and then,die nmpk my pen(wrne pink) d'guna leh that guy..and liquid paper sab pon ade..(I guess cite die cmni,tp,x ingat antara aina or someone else..lantak lah cite die cmne..yg penting ade cite.hehe)and tomorrow's morning..I Tanya la that guy yg sama tuisyen ngan aina(x sure) tuh..pastuh,die ckp...ade sorang bdak nih,kwn die(gang)CURIK!and I btol2 mrh..Pastuh,I Tanya die..and die bagi balek ngan muke slumber..haha.nak tegelak pon ade,mrh pon ade..tapi,yang peliknya..skrg we're friends..and mcm bende tuh x penah jadi..hoho
Okay,That my story for this post...
Hope you'll enjoy this story..this is true story tau!
I don't know what gonna happen to me next year.
I hope my friend will get the same class with me.*hopping*
Pencil Box warna?
hmm...itu sume pikir nnti ye??
Lantak La nk jd ape pon!yang penting,aku belajar..bknnye x leh dpt kwn baru pon!kan?btoi x?
Tapi,jangan ingat aku akan forget korang!
This Is Me..
A girl who born at 14th January 1998,Loves to eat PIZZA so much,also loves something like photography.
like to drink ice lemon tea!
ICE LEMON TEA makes my life worth ;)
Eat is my hobby coz everyday I eat,Eat much is when i'm in STRESS!
I am a GAMER also Internet surfer.I'm not good at capt a picture
but,I'm going to learn about it 'till I'm good at it.
Wimpy is just a Bad Dreams in my life.Just learn it until u can prove that you're not a WIMPY.
Alone is just when u're EMOTIONAL.It actually didn't make u feel better
There's no 'start a new life',coz u will always be yourself.nothing changed!
Being NICE is Good but,don't be too nice.Coz people will playing u.
"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So,love the people who treat you right,
forget about the ones who don't,
and believe that everything happens for as reason.